feel sad..alienated..discouraged..i dunoe y..think i'm juz jealous bah..but i dunoe la..i juz feel alienated..by everyone n everyone..i'm automatically excluded from everyone's life..am i juz so insignificant though i'm actuali one wif huge surface area?? YYYYY??? i feel so insignificant everynow and then..sianz.

sianz..and i actuali fell sick..been having a dry and sore throat and lousy blocked n running nose these few days..the bad throat developed into a cough le..though the soreness is still there..cant sleep properly at nite too, wif the blocked nose n all..if i take dad's medicine, the effect is so great that i will juz fall asleep on my bed once i hit it..the next morning, i'll wake up wif a heavy head..
sianz..