argh

informally grounded. sianz. wasn't able to go airport and send ken off as a result. though i cld have sneaked out but i didn't want to take the risk of unable to go for training on sunday - but i think i still have to give it a miss. dad's not really happy with the coughing and yet training situation. and it doesn't help that i had been out and home late for the past 5 days out of a possible 6 days for the week (and 6 out of 7 if u include last sunday). i don't like it too but what can I do?

no choice yeah. it's getting to me..feeling more and more tired with all the late nite travels back home and waking up early the next day for work. it doesn't help that my cough is still there - i cant drink coffee to get me focus during office hours.

work was a little boring for me these few weeks with me unable to do more as i'm not the limiting factors for most of my projects. i just hope when everything starts again for all my projects, i wont get stuck doing multiple things for multiple projects at the same time. and i really dread calling this client for this project do ask them to do some maintenance - really dread the effect of asking them to do so. and if i don't do so, it may end up another 2 - 3 days stuck at the client's place again. argh.

why cant i just play handball? and able to earn money from it? SIGH. i need a break. from everything.