determination

argh. i know i'm making this blog as if it's a place for me to complain..but i think it's just like an online diary to me..a place for me to vent my anger, fustration and a place for me to share my happiness..my feelings..

but still..i really really don't like this kind of project handlings with deadlines to meet for programming. argh. with no help at all in a "foreign language". it's wat will totally drive me away, feeling as if I wanna quit the job. SIGH!

I REALLY NEED TO GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH!!! 3months..i think i really really need to buck up. and commit myself to work and OT for 3 months.. I WILL DO IT! I CAN DO IT! then i can concentrate on handball with the hall kids and the fed team. i will do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh. determination and preservations are all i need!