Regrets

i know it's tough. i had wanted to blog. earlier. about certain other things.
related to hball, related to work. and other things.

but..though we already know she was ill. though i already knew that. i didnt message her at all. Being hesitant that she doesn't remember me, that I may hurt her feelings or made her feel sad if I used the wrong words. Eventually, I missed the opportunity, to even send her a message of asking her to be strong, to continue fighting on. and now..

She has left us..to a place in the west up in the sky. Perhaps its a blessing in disguise for her. Since I believe she must had suffered a lot during the whole period and must had felt terrible. It's a 解脱 for her bah. Do RIP.

To my loved ones out there - be it friends or relatives, I can't bring myself to say this out..not even type it out..but I do treasure everyone of u..and I wanna type the 3 words here but I really cant bring myself to do it. I hope u all do know what the 3 words are. Take care dudes.