feeling terrible. lost yest's game. partly off form. partly went crazy. defence was okay but attack could be better. keeping was lousy. ref were lousy. unsportsmanlike behaviour from both sides but esp the opponents. irritating. injured? maybe. strained? defintely. came home and ate non-stop. haven't been eating non-stop for ages already. to think i could be so affected dat, after lunch at 3plus pm yesterday, i had a bowl of fried rice, 2 ice-cream, some mango slices, choc bar. lunch was a big bowl of prawn noodles, which yan mentioned was good. erm the prawns were good but i didnt like the noodles actually. sorry yan. hmm. n i went to sleep at around 10pm. woke up this monring at 8plus am and ended up eating from 9plus 10 non-stop till juz now. soon kuey, peng kuay, 2 ice cream, 1 mini mango, a bowl of cereal..and leftover of my sis's mee siam. all these for breakfast, lunch n tea. i'm gg crazy. i think i have to play better. if not, i can forget about living healthliy.

to think i was eating a strict diet of 3meals a day, with dinner being a bowl of cereal for the past whole week. all wasted!!! FREAK!!!

and i'm still jobless! freak. i dun think i wanna stay as a financial planner. cant seem to make my butt start working on the 3 cases too. freak.