i juz tend to do the wrong things at the wrong time. i guess. some time. most of the time. feel so trapped. i wanna do things dat i like. i mean i can do stuff dat i dun really like, eg that, but i hate to be forced to miss stuff i like because of stuff that i dun reali like. Seriously. that's why i'm not very happy abt it. Luckily, fed trainings dun clash with the IBGs. if not, i really dunoe wat to do. hmm i thin clash with bball gals. need to find a way to see how things can work out both ways.

dunoe. simply dunoe wat to do. feel so out of touch with everyone. anti social. i dunoe. think the mood has set back in again. dun like. hate the split personality in me. damn.