played

played some hball and captain's ball on sat. hmm 'played'. was the catcher for captain's ball so cant reali say i played. was the keeper for hball too. hmm dunoe i think i'm juz plain too slack. or rather i rather let the rest play. i'm juz plain too lazy or too timid to voice out i wanna play others. so my ans was always ' anything' or '随便'(sui bian) for the whole day. got 2nd for capt's ball. played quite lousily as the hball keeper. hmm i realised i'm not a bad catcher. can stretch quite far. haha. quite stable. keeper wise, hmm i noe where's my weaknesses. but i shall not mention here. juz in case someone read and keep hitting on my weaknesses. not gd. was naive once. shall not be so. will improve though. muz come back stronger.

was thinking. hmm. abt playing sports and having team mates who will totally understand how i play and how i will play and vice versa. haven been playing team sports competitively for yrs le. since perhaps sec3? pri 6 n sec 1 played bit of netball. dun think there was one. sec 2 n 3 for touch. maybe and maybe not. come rh. i think i may have find one who maybe able to understand my thoughts in a game. someone who thinks similarly as me. when off court. off field. not in the game. similar thoughts. on court, on field. we didnt reali played as outfield tog b4. amazing fact depsite dat both of us are in so many sports. okay not many actuali 2 same sports only. i was wondering wat will happen if she can play midfield while i was the striker. wat will happened if she had more experience n be my GD while i played GK for netball. we arent the best of frens. but we are gd frens. i self proclaim that. but i think we have this unspeakable 默契 (mo qi)between the 2 of us. i reali wonder. a pity she may not be playing in next yr's IHG cos she's most prob be gg for SEP. while next yr will most prob be my final yr le. haiz i reali wonder.

a gd team mate is reali hard to find, esp if it's one who understands ur way of playing on court.