I dunoe..I seriously dunoe..dunoe wat's happening to me..staying up till 9am, 10am the next day refusing to sleep. to this, i have no idea why i did that. i can claim that i'm not tired nor sleepy which i think is reali the case but what's the use of gg on when i noe i have to wake up few hrs later?? in the end, end up so shag and tired. i'm not as awake as yest neither am i able to conentrate more than yest..yesterday was quite a fruitful day, at least for the 2nd part of the day when i finished all my 2102 webcasts and texts. left tutorials only. set up the software to try out some sql programming b4 the real paper on fri.

i think i'm starting to panick. beginning to have stomache. cld be the papaya fruit juice tt i drank in the afternoon but i cant deny the fact that i'm starting to feel stressed. Stressed abt the exams, and also stressed regarding IHG. worried for my gals. sad for the seniors. If they reali wanna go cos of the roof thingy, i wont force them to stay. cos i noe, it's their last yr. gg over to another hall will be better for them, esp wif them joinning, the chances of that hall winning the gold for hball will definitely increased. they shld be able to overcome any hall, perhaps except The Hall with tall tall hball players. if their keeper is as gd as geraldine, or half as gd ( i dunoe cos never see the other keepers play b4), perhaps they'll be able to win it..i mean, as a jnr, i will rather them be able to win the gold. last yr le. let them be bah. wont force..i understand. totally understand. will let go in peace..will juz do my best to stop every shots.

feel damn unfit now. wanna go run but no courage to go run. wanna go exercise no courage to do so too. sianz. feel totally sianz. in no mood to talk juz now too. have a feeling that i'm gonna sink back into depression again. i dun want that! i wanna concentrate one exams!!!