i wanna escape from everything and go into hiding..true enough wif new abilities came new responsiblities..i quote this from spiderman..i noe it's not easy but it doesnt help when the members dun cooperate and come down for trainings..it doesnt help when i have deadlineS to meet..it doesnt help when everything juz seems to happen at the last minute and end up me being as if i wanna be slack for project..i'm being asked to do saikang again..i noe i'm in the wrong this time round and so i'm willing to do..but a question to ask..i'm seriously wondering whether their system works..y dun they distribute the work first?? y muz meet up n do together?? i dun like it cos i think it's a waste of time when we dun have anything at all..i dunoe. and they do noe that despite the deadlines looming..i still have my commitments - be it in hall or else where. i haven been back home for ages..and many more other deadlineS to meet..i reali dunoe wat to say to them le. i learnt one thing this sem. do not join the same committee as ur room mate, close gd frens or work under them or have them work under u. be it sports, cultural grps or committees. i think it juz me. i cant work wif frens. DO NOT be in the same group as friends too. may end up damagin the friendship..as in my case whereby i do not know whether we'll still be as b4..

and dear old friends, i have something to annouce, i think i'm gonna withdraw back to my old introvert self soon..and heck care abt everything else apart from handball and all my sports and studies. moi shall concentrate on studies and mug very very the hard and committed during trainings and shall train my heart out every training..