feeling sianz. i guess i juz have to improve on my mental strength. if not i wont improve as a player at all..haiz. sianz. feel so down juz now. nearly cried man. or is it juz pms??? i dunoe. feel bad for talking back to them juz now. haiz. and i think, think only..it's true. haiz. stupid me. gotta stop feeling dat way. if not dunoe wat will happen in the future man. bad for the frenship! HAIZ.