i wanna blog while i'm still in the mood and remember wat i wanna blog abt..

i think i'm a failure..always complaining n grumbling and whining abt stuff..when months ago or rather weeks ago, i had alreadi promised not to do so..and here i'm complaining again. i dunoe wat i'm doing nowadays..simply juz wasting my time and days away, doing nothing but slack. oh well, dat's apart from the time i spent on handball which is well spent. days dat i dun have handball, nothing to do.. my daily routine - wake up, eat, read newspaper, watch tv..go lie on bed n read story bk, then eat lunch, lie on bed read story bk, vacuum floor, lie on bed, watch tv, eat dinner, watch tv prog..use the comp aka go online..then bathe, use comp, watch tv..sleep. how can a person get so lazy???!!!! the fats that i burnt off during handball training came back piling up faster than i burn them. supposed to be much fitter now..and now i end up being much more unfit than ever and lazier. n fatter. n getting more and more injury prone. sianz. i seriously dunoe wat's happening to me..so slack.

wanted to go get a job for the hols..and i end up slacking at home..even too lazy to go get a job. OMC also end up doing quite a lot of stuff..coordinating stuff..go collect wood, metals..now think thurs going down to collect paints and sprays..still got own calling to do which i dread for dunoe wat reasons..it's juz calling..n i dunoe why am i so afraid of calling..i'm such a COWARD!!! now end up also quite busy..sianz. wanna go down help uncle also lazy. can end up staying at home n not stepping out of the house for a week. everyone got a job le n i'm still jobless and slacking.. wanna go cousin's house also lazy..sianz sian sian!! i wanna stay contactless soon!!! beware man.

luckily this sat got PPC..get to see my beloved 19th batch again..oh well the few of us la..but to be able to play n meet up wif them - gd feeling!!! but a busy weekend awaits lor.. let see..
thurs - do omc stuff in the morning, training in the evening.
fri - briefing and training for the weekend workshop on sun (paid for training leh!)
sat - handball training in the morning (gotta wake up early :( ), then meet up wif 19th batch somewhere for lunch ( think so), go back VJ for PPC (hope can get to play floorball..haa)
sun - work from 9 to 5..hard long day but thinking of the money i get to earn - not alot but it's money la..haha..

oh ya..i gotta save up some money to buy a new pair of sport shoes..this current pair is dying on me le..so pple, if u have any job reccomendations, tell me K?? :) i'm looking for a job, preferably a part time job la.. :) thanks thanks!