i'm weird. gets depressed damn easily. but this time round..it has been quite a while..been at least one mth. i haven been so depressed for quite a while. i'm feeling the stress..the pressure. from sch work..from everything else. haven felt like for ages. seriously..okay i noe dis sounds a bit funny. but seriously, i feel so insignificant, so helpless..very stressed..n dere's like no one i can talk to..my gd frens are scattered all over the place..haiz. i'm weird.

lab is giving me trouble again. date due is on thurs morning..now i may not be able to go down to ody camp at all. i'm in a big big mess now. financially too. i'm so dead. not say i have no money. but i feel the pinch when i pay. i shld start spending less..shall start skipping lunch.k..gotta work le