christmas??

argh..listening to sad songs again..there are something..something in my mind now..which i dunoe wat it is..it's like blocking my mind..again..yeah..again..think i'm sinking back into depression mode again..stoning is an activity nowadays for me..haiz. dunoe wat's happening..

christmas is on sat..think i'm quite ill-prepared dis time round..last yr still can hide from frens n stuff..but now..staying in hall..n wif a bunch of great hall mates..cant hide anymore..ha..n now i die..have no time to go buy presents n cards..how??? argh!! not very nice to not give pple presents when they give u rite?? n i think mel is sending christmas cards to all in 19th batch..(rite mel??) erm..well..almost all la..ha..haiz..not in the festive mood yet leh..how?? maybe i muz go n shop too..haha

haiz..sianz..